你表現得毫無興趣，我自然要收回所有好感，這是知趣。
If you show no interest, I will naturally take back all my good feelings. It's wisdom.
我透過八倍鏡對你一見鍾情，你卻一把98k把我淘汰。
I fell in love with you at first sight through the eight times mirror, but you knocked me out with a 98K.
都是這麼大的人了，那些無人可說的不開心和心酸，自己解決就好，就不要再想著誰能來哄你了。
As an adult, those unhappy and sad things can be solved by yourself, so don't think about who can coax you.
隔壁的小朋友看到我的項鍊，吊墜是顆五角星，就問我是哪個幼兒園獎勵給我的，還抱怨自己的幼兒園只獎勵五角星貼紙，他也想要那種能戴的。
When the child next door saw my necklace and the pendant was a pentagram star, he asked me which kindergarten I was rewarded by, and complained that his kindergarten only rewarded him with a pentagram star sticker, which he also wanted to wear.
酸甜苦辣我自己嘗，喜怒哀樂我自己扛，我就是自己的太陽，無須憑藉誰的光。
I taste the bitterness and bitterness myself. I carry the joys and sorrows myself. I am my own sun without relying on whose light.
後來你不再逢人就掏自己的心。你開始計較起付出和回報，在意的那個人你付出得值不值得。在很多人眼裡，你變的很成熟也就很自私。好消息是你懂得了愛自己，壞消息是你很難再去愛別人。
Later, when you no longer meet people, you take out your heart. You start to care about the pay and return, care about the person you pay is not worth it. In the eyes of many people, you become very mature and selfish. The good news is that you know how to love yourself, and the bad news is that it's hard to love others again.
“女孩是由什麼做成的？鮮花、還是戒指？花邊、還是果醬？”
“女孩是鋼鐵做成的，是認真努力和自我奉獻做成的，是由毅力和仁慈做成的，是勇氣與握緊的拳頭做成的，這才是女孩的本質。”
"What is a girl made of? Flowers or rings? Lace or jam? "
"Girls are made of steel, of hard work and dedication, of perseverance and kindness, of courage and clenched fists. That's the essence of girls."
以前聞到爸爸抽菸都會不自覺地遠離他，但是現在，當爸爸推開門一看我坐在沙發上抽著煙，他沒有罵我，只是頹廢地說“那個整天鬧著讓我買糖的姑娘怎麼變成這樣子了。”
I used to smell my father smoking and unconsciously stay away from him. But now, when my father opened the door and saw me smoking on the sofa, he didn't scold me. He just said in a dispirited way, "how did that girl who was busy all day making me buy sugar become like this?"
或許有一天，我也可以穿著十幾釐米的高跟鞋健步如飛，在陌生的場子說著很漂亮的客套話，禮貌周全地跟陌生人甚至自己厭惡的人問好，一口氣喝下一大杯高度數的酒依然面不改色，一個人捧著一杯濃厚的黑咖啡細細品味，臉上永遠是看不出心情的微笑。
Maybe one day, I can also wear a dozen centimeter high-heeled shoes and walk like a flying star, saying beautiful polite and polite greetings to strangers and even people I hate. I can drink a large cup of high count wine at a time and still look the same. I can never see the smile of mood on my face when I hold a thick black coffee and savor it carefully.
【圖片來源：插畫師Aoi Ogata】
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